Scribbled Thoughts

19:25

The almighty

troll,

hiding in

the zeroes

and ones.

Their weapon

a deadly

keyboard,

and words

the whole

world can see.

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19:26

Staring at a

source of

warmth

with eyes

unseeing,

too busy

feeling the

bone-chilling

cold to

register

the answer

before you.

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19:27

Spread thin

across the

surface,

nothing left

to fortify

my essence.

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19:28

The land of

moaning,

the plain of

indignation.

Echoes of

disappointment

and shouts

of protest.

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19:29

Tangled to

the point of

dependence,

the though

of separation

both terrifying

and

repulsive.

19:4

Descending into the

pit of despair,

sharp-edged rocks

encasing the walls,

digging into flesh

and tasting

life.

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19:5

Self-inflicted

isolation

haunted her

steps, year

after year.

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19:6

Misery produced

illumination,

revealing the

truth of nature.

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19:7

Happiness and joy

plagued by

guilt of the

sacrifice needed

for such

emotions.

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19:8

Frozen with

rejection

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19:9

Reaching out across

time,

hoping there’s still

a connection.

Is there enough?

Or will it be

severed and

forgotten?

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19:10

…the connection

to the person

I once was.

When dreams

were possible

and I was

blissfully naïve.

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19:11

Twitching skin

itching and restricting,

longing to claw

off and escape

into the

sky.

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19:12

How does it

feel to be

human?

I’m beginning to

forget.

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19:13

Choking to reach

the freedom of

movement,

to walk amongst

the crisp air

and breathe

peace into

your lungs.

A sigh and

contented smile

from nature,

to be part of

everything and

not trapped

behind

closed doors.