Mother’s Role

Step-mother

I watch my husband dote on

his daughter, praise her beauty.

So much like her real mother

I’ve never met, but can

never escape.

Our bedroom was her bedroom,

with an old night-gown hanging

in the closet. Its ivory white

hurts my eyes, the delicate cobweb

material parts under my fingertips.

Her daughter grows into a woman,

with perky breasts, a proud smile.

She’s no longer the leftover child;

she looks just like the mother when

my husband first met her.

One night he asks me to wear the

night-gown, its binding web

spins itself around my skin.

His tender gaze only lasts

until he sees my face. His

rough hands grasp my throat,

squeezing. The delicate web

shudders and loosens, falling to the

cold floor. He heads to her daughter’s room,

where the thin silk strands are iron-strong.

One day I will pretend to kill her.

Mother-in-law

Twenty years ago I was

that girl, earning my prince,

producing his heir.

Chased out by my step-mother

to find my own future.

Now I’m widowed, an old

woman before I’m forty.

My son, the King, brings

home my replacement, some

savage he found in the forest.

Her gaze won’t hold mine

For long before she starts

thrashing, jerking away,

exposing bare teeth as

a challenge. Only animal

growls will escape her mouth.

I grab at her flailing arms, try

to pin her resistance.

It takes two strong servants to

get her in the water. Years of

dirt take hours to scrub away.

The growls turn to whimpers, then

sound stops altogether. Her hair is so

tangled, with layers of knots, my

arm aches just from looking.

I pull my comb through,

tugging, hoping to make a

sound escape her.

It would prove she was young.

Real Mother

I’m here with my swollen belly.

All day I can do nothing but stare out the

window, seeing the exotic plants

growing in the garden next door.

The sight of the rampion makes my

whole body ache. Convulsions of need

sweep through me at the sight of their

luscious green leaves spreading

out above the soil. Their teasing ruffles

in the wind make me whimper, touch

my lips in yearning.  The walnut flavour

of its hidden root is a phantom taste on

my tongue. Each day the craving grows

until I can no longer eat, my husband,

seeing my fading form, fears I will die.

He is caught when he climbs over the wall

to steal my precious rampion. Begging to give

up anything in order to save me.

The garden’s owner, a witch,

 offers an exchange, rampion for

my baby. My life for hers.

The witch names her Rapunzel

-another name for my precious rampion-

and takes her away, gaining a daughter. My

craving goes with her, longing for my sweet Rapunzel.

But the crib is empty, and I have nothing left

to offer in this story.

I should have died in childbirth, like the one

known as my real mother.

What They Wish For

Cinderella

The protective cinder is scrapped away.

Her safe, warm, shapeless dress is ripped off,

binding her in choking silk. Its pure

white rejects any dirt that comes near.

It clings to curves, exposes her-until now-

overlooked bust and enhances the pale skin.

A ribbon is wrapped around her waist,

stealing away her breath and silencing

any objections, tied off in a bow.

Her face is scrubbed raw, naked,

all imperfections painfully squeezed

until they burst and shrink.

Her feet are jammed into unrelenting

glass shoes; see-through and hard

to walk in. She stumbles through

an enchanted dance, her picked-out

prince focusing only on her feet.

Always on her feet.

 When they are married

-fast, too fast- she mourns for

the cinder girl she once was.

Her throne is stiff backed,

but comes with a footstool,

all day long she cannot move.

Her sole purpose in life to preserve those feet.

The Prince

They were his match; so perfect, yet modest,

peering out at him through their glass case.

Perfectly spaced toes with shiny, healthy nails,

so smooth he wanted to

brush his cheek against them.

He had to have them;

claiming anything attached.

He waited until they were married before

his first touch. So soft. So beautiful.

He tickled their soles, nuzzled their surface,

then went all the way

and licked every inch.

He named them Clara and Betty.

Everyday he’d bring new shoes

for them to wear, praising their

beauty, treating them to massages

with some added tickle-flirting.

The girl attached -he forgets her

name- is silent. She respects his

connection with his soul mates, and

pretends she’s not there.

Prompt 445

I loved this prompt and had a lot of fun with it. I might come back to it one day and make a full-length story out of it.

The first time hadn’t been a scam, it was out of desperation. Emma had been sat at her new husband’s hospital bed, watching the machines breath for him, when the demonology thesis she’d done at university flashed into her mind. The doctors had already said nothing more could be done, so what was the harm in trying?

            She summoned the demon Teramoth in the hospital bathroom, hoping the cracked tiles and broken sink wouldn’t be traced back to her. Teramoth was a half-bird, half-reptile demon whose beak made her words difficult to understand.

            ‘Please save my husband. He was on his bike and a car…please make him well again.’

            ‘An exxxchange is needed.’

            ‘I’ll give you anything! My soul, my life.’

            ‘No!’ The demon snapped her beak, pointing at the human’s stomach. ‘Your fffirssst boooorn will be mine.’

            Emma paled, raising a hand to her stomach, but nodded a moment later.

Jamie made a miraculous recovery, and life went on. Emma had explained what happened, but she could tell by his complacent smile he didn’t believe her.

            ‘But Jamie, I could only save you from those injuries. What if something happens again? We need to be safe. I…I can’t go through something like that again.’

            Jamie didn’t believe her, but he could see his wife’s distress was real. He agreed to be there when she summoned another demon. She chose one with a different background and culture from Teramoth, a humanoid demon with a wolf’s head called Ostreth.

            ‘I desire protection from accidents, attacks and natural disasters for me, my husband and immediate family. I will give you whatever you desire.’

            Ostreth took a full minute to decide, eyeing them both with his piercing yellow eyes. ‘I desire your firstborn child.’

            Jamie had been stunned into silence since Ostreth had appeared. Emma swore her agreement before he could recover.

‘So, our future child is now promised to two demons?’ Jamie sighed, head in hands, ‘This child is going to hate us.’

            ‘Jamie, I checked, I’m not pregnant yet. So, if we never have a child they can’t take them away.’

            Jamie nodded, who had never been keen on children anyway. ‘This could be a very profitable business you’ve found, my dear.’

From Darnaloth, a sphinx-looking female demon, they were granted immunity from diseases and to always be in good health. This, however, was also their downfall. Immunity to diseases also meant Emma’s contraceptive implant no longer stood up against her ‘good health’. A child would be born…and it would have two human and three demon parents.

            ‘Well, another one wouldn’t really hurt,’ Jamie reasoned.

            Siglath was a reptilian sea-dwelling male demon who had to be summoned in the bathtub. From him they received great luck, to succeed with anything they tried in. They won the lottery jackpot the same day.

            By this point Emma was six months pregnant and starting to feel anxious. ‘What if the demons just rip it apart and take a piece each? We can’t let that happen.’

            It was Jamie who thought of approaching a minor God. He sought out Famos, God of knowledge at his neglected shrine on an uninhabited hill, offering him a new beautiful shrine on their land, next to their mansion, if he bestowed his knowledge on them.

            ‘It’s not that simple, mortal. If I bestowed my knowledge on you your brain would melt. I can, however, verbally answer any questions you may have. I will also require your firstborn child to even out the terms.’

            ‘Ah, well, you see-’

            ‘I’m already aware of the four prior claims to your daughter’s upbringing. Demons don’t usually cooperate well and will rip her apart when they realise the truth, but even they prefer not to anger a God. With my claim also in the mix they will be more…receptive to sharing. Now, about my shrine…’

            Famos was moved into his new shrine a week later, content to answer any questions the couple wanted. At first Emma focused on her daughter, asking what she’d be like, her name, her future…

            ‘Her name is Ella, and she’ll be one of the most loved and brilliant beings on this earth. She will connect demons, witches, fairies and Gods in ways no one else can.’

            ‘Wait, did you say fairies?’

            ‘Let’s sort out the demon problem first, dear.’

            Ella was born at home with Famos acting as mid-wife. When all four demons materialised for their prize he quelled their rage and negotiated their rights to Ella. While she was a baby they were content, happy to share in babysitting duties and make her laugh. She was no longer just a prize, but a daughter, and they would cooperate with her human parents to be with her.

            Until the fairies were tricked too.

Ella was three years old when it happened. Since Famos had first mentioned fairies Emma had been obsessed with besting one. The mythical mischief makers who would always outsmart any human who tried making a deal with them. Emma would be the first to outsmart them.

            ‘Mummy, what are we doing?’ Ella asked as she and her mother sat in a camouflaged hideout in their field-sized back garden.

            ‘Conquering the world.’ Emma grinned, making Ella uneasy. ‘I’ve learnt the hard way if you want something in life you need to be smarter and more dedicated than anyone else. Remember that, Ella. Happy endings don’t happen unless you create them for yourself.’

            They waited under the full moon, Ella falling in and out of sleep, wishing she was with Darnaloth for a gentle trot before bed.

            ‘There!’ Emma hissed in delight, shaking her daughter awake.

            Two small creatures were hovering unsteadily above the little alcove Emma had designed. Inside an alluring sweet-smelling alcoholic drink was waiting. The fairies were twittering happily as they entered and Emma laughed as a trapdoor came down, sealing them inside.

            ‘Mummy, what are you doing?’ Ella cried, horrified.

            ‘What no one else can.’

They were transported into the mansion in a room full of runes few had ever seen. The fairies cried out at seeing them, ceasing their desperate darting around the room and settling in the centre, glaring up at Emma.

            ‘What do you want?’ The male one demanded in a tiny voice.

            ‘Want?’ Emma asked with mock hurt, ‘No, you have it all wrong. I am giving you the opportunity to be part of changing the world, all our worlds.’

            Neither fairy looked impressed. Emma clicked her tongue and shoved Ella forward.

            ‘This is my daughter. She is the child of two humans, four demons and Famos, God of knowledge. She will one day unite all our races. Don’t you want the chance to be part of her immediate family?’

            The male showed no interest, but the female tilted her head and stood up, staring at Ella. She whispered a word Emma didn’t understand. The male looked at her in irritation.

            ‘What is your price?’ He eventually asked, voice heavy with resignation.

            ‘Eternal life and youth for me, my husband and immediate family.’

            ‘Impossible,’ the male said, ‘That type of magic is too complex to cast on multiple people. Winnie and I can do one person each.’

            ‘My husband and me then.’ Emma said immediately.

            ‘You will release us from these runes.’

            ‘No, I need you to stay nearby and safe. You’ll be treated well, but as long as our contract holds you will remain bound.’

            Winnie Quickbee was kept in the same room and took a year to finalise her magical contract with Emma. The male, Laurel Rainflight, was transferred to another room on the opposite side of the mansion. His magical contract with Jamie was finalised in six months.

            ‘Remember, our contract is eternal life and youth in exchange for your firstborn child, Ella. If anything happens to us or her, the contract is null and void.’

            It took a few hours after the contract was sealed for Emma to realise her mistake. Ella didn’t have eternal life or youth, so when she died naturally of old age their immortality would end.

            ‘Damnit!’ She screamed, ‘I won’t let them win. I’ll still figure out a way to outsmart them.’

            Enter one aggravated witch.

Ella was six years old when Evanore Sephiran knocked on the front door one evening. She slipped past the butler and headed to Emma’s and Jamie’s room. The couple had been forced into abstinence for the four years it took to find and trick the fairies, but now due to her ‘good health’ Emma was heavily pregnant with their third child. Their son, Samuel, had a full-time nanny to care for his needs.

            ‘So, these are the two humans who fooled so many.’ Evanore said as she walked in. the couple were startled, but not scared. Why would they be with immortality, immunity to harm and amazing luck?

            ‘Who are you and what do you want? If it’s to try and set the fairies free don’t bother, many have tried and failed.’ Jamie said through a yawn.

            ‘I am here to form a contract with you, just like the others have.’

            Emma winced a little at the first twinge of labour. ‘Are you a witch?’

            ‘Yes, in return for your firstborn child, I can offer magic.’

            ‘Can you teach us to use magic?’ Emma asked, eyes glinting.

            ‘No, your bodies are influenced with fairy magic. You and any children you bore after forming your fairy contract aren’t compatible with witch powers. Ella, however, will have no problem learning.’

            ‘And why would we be interested in that?’ Emma snapped as a more painful twinge tightened her stomach.

            ‘I am four hundred years old,’ Evanore smirked, ‘Magic makes me young.’ She paused long enough to see the excitement enter their eyes then continued before they could interrupt. ‘I will teach Ella magic in return for a claim to her, but I will not use my own magic to aid you in any way. Ella may request lessons on specific magic so she can aid you herself, if she wishes, but I will only use my magic for Ella. Those are my terms, are we agreed?’

            Emma may have argued the terms, but the twinges became full contractions and she gasped her agreement through the pain. Hours later, as she handed her new daughter to a wet-nurse, she realised her mistake. Why would a witch offer her services so easily? It would be another ten years before the truth came out.

Ella began her sixteenth birthday with an early morning swim. The course was a large man-made moat circling the entirety of their land and held many wonders due to Siglath’s tweeks. Her demon father watched her smile at the beauty he’d created, his heart full of love.             They reached the end of the course where a small outhouse was stationed for Ella to change in. Darnaloth waited outside, ready for a refreshing gallop around the area. Some of it Ella ran beside her while part of it Darnaloth allowed her on her back. No other creature has ever been permitted to ride on Darnaloth and none ever would be.

            Ella was dropped off at Famo’s shrine for brunch. He shared the story of his origins with her, which she felt honoured to hear. She swore never to reveal the story to her human parents.

            She went to Winnie next, a playful fairy by nature who spent their time together coaxing Ella to play games. Ella viewed Winnie more as a sibling than a parent, but loved her for her innocent nature.

            For lunch she visited Ostreth, who had developed a weakness for human television. They ate and laughed together at a comedy film, completely relaxed in each other’s company.

            After lunch was a magic lesson with Evanore, who always seemed impatient, bordering on desperate, for Ella to master her magic.

            ‘Maybe I should learn a spell to help Emma with an effective contraceptive. I’m the oldest of twelve siblings now.’

            ‘If that’s what you wish.’ She said with a disapproving scowl. ‘But she could always choose abstinence. Barrier magic will be more useful to you.’

            ‘Are we preparing for a war, Eva?’ Ella teased.

            ‘We’re preparing for anything.’

            Ella’s smile dropped. ‘But…who would we have to fight?’

            Evanore wouldn’t answer, but Ella had noticed the witch’s growing unease in the last year. Something was about to change.

            Teramoth came to collect her for a flying session. Sometimes Ella flew beside her, but today Teramoth insisted on carrying her, letting her focus on the sights rather than worry about keeping afloat. Teramoth didn’t speak much, and usually Ella was happy to fill the silence, but today she just marvelled at the view, letting her troubled thoughts slip away. Teramoth’s grip on her was soothing, and once they landed she could see the concern in the demon’s eyes.

            ‘I’m sorry, there’s just a lot to consider lately.’

            Teramoth nodded in understanding, her eyes straying to the mansion’s main doors. For the first time all day Ella felt a sense of dread.

            The evening meal was supposed to be spent with her human family, but her parents were absent. Ella had no idea where they’d gone. Samuel was there, who had always been hostile towards his big sister for the attention she got. Today he ignored her, with only one of her sisters, seven-year-old Sarah, eager to see her. The elder siblings either talked to each other or were absent, while the younger ones were being minded by stressed nannies.  

            Ella left the dinner with a headache, making her way to her last parent. Laurel’s room always fascinated her, constructed to look like a meadow with a mini-waterfall and stream. He was another quiet parent who usually let Ella chat, but today he seemed alert. He was already waiting in his human-sized form, something Winnie never did and Laurel only conjured for Evanore or Ella.

            ‘Evanore has just been,’ He said as she sat near the waterfall, gazing at its soothing rhythm.

            ‘She’s talking about a war with Emma and Jamie, isn’t she?’

            Laurel nodded, ‘Your human parents have become too greedy and dangerous. Imprisoning fairies was unacceptable, and they haven’t stopped there. They’ve been asking Famos about the higher demon, Astaroth, and a higher God. He won’t say which one, which only troubles me more. If they involve these creatures a war is inevitable, and we’ll all be stuck in the middle of it.’           

            ‘But what can I do?’

            ‘You already know,’ Laurel said, face stern.’ They need to be stopped, no matter what.’

            ‘…But they’re my parents.’

            ‘We’re all your parents. Their greed has grown and they won’t stop exploiting others. Soon they’ll have so many children with fairy aspects they could storm the fey realm. I’m sorry Ella, but you’re the only one who can do this.’ His tone softened and he tried a reassuring smile. ‘We’re all here for you, no matter what.’             Ella sighed and clasped Laurel’s hands tightly, knowing her life was about to change forever.

Prompt 227

I slammed the car into an emergency stop, staring through the ground, through the car, at the hundreds of bones I could see contained within the soil. Human bones.

            ‘What the hell?’ I climbed out of the car, standing and staring beyond the ground until a horn jerked my gaze up again.

            ‘Are you okay there?’ A man in his late fifties with kind eyes asked. He was stood next to the passenger side of a van while a younger man remained inside, behind the wheel.

            I shook my head to clear my thoughts, then realising how this action would look I tried a smile. ‘Sorry, I’m a bit lost. I was looking for Easing.’

            ‘Ah, that’s the next town along, but it’s twenty miles of back roads. Probably better to stay the night at out B & B and set off in the morning.’

            Not likely, I thought darkly, pulling my phone from my hoodie pocket. No reception. Of course.

            ‘It’s only seven, I’m sure it’ll be fine.’ I smiled again, hoping it wasn’t as shaky as I felt. ‘Sorry to have bothered you.’

            I climbed back into my car before he could reply and drove off, deeper into the Bone Zone town. Houses were on either side of the road now, with gardens full of fruits and vegetables so beautiful my stomach grumbled.

            Growing outside at this time of year? How? I glanced down, seeing nothing but human bones in every single garden. I snapped my gaze back to the road, willing my growing panic back down. It was already starting to get dark. I switched the headlights on and swore at seeing the petrol gauge.

            It won’t make it through twenty miles of back roads.

            I groaned but clenched my jaw and kept driving, ignoring a for Arthur’s B&B. The petrol would last another ten miles, at least, walking the rest would be safer than this town.

            A lit up ‘Pay at Pump’ sign to the left changed my mind. I swung the car into the station, seeing no other cars or people as I parked beside a pump.

            It’s fine. I can do this, just fill up and go.

            The price had reached the £30 mark when I heard a car on the main road. I quickly replaced the pump, seeing the kind-eyed man catch sight of me, a crossbow already aimed.

            I tried ducking into my car but felt an impact on my right shoulder, making me fall onto the seat, legs dangling out. I opened my mouth to scream, but it was too heavy to move or form sounds.

            ‘That was a close one,’ The man’s voice said. I couldn’t see him. Were my eyes even open? ‘Lord Harvest loves the younger ones for his fertiliser.’

            I managed a croak, a twitch of a finger. I heard a deep laugh.

            ‘This one’s a fighter! I wonder if they’ll last to witness the ritual.’

            The twitching stopped. Everything went silent.

Prompt 484

The first few times had been terrifying and painful. A sword piercing her chest from behind. Savage dogs ripping through flesh. A lamppost falling, crushing bones. Perhaps staying in the house would have been better, but she had awoken alone, her family nowhere to be seen. Nothing had been out of place- the car was still parked, the dishes waiting to be put away- but the silence was a physical pressure stealing her breath. She couldn’t stay.

            The sky had been dark and cloudy. It still was. The threat of rain lingered but never delivered itself. She’d begun walking with no clear direction in mind or plan of action. She had been alone at first and she prayed for anyone, anything, to appear. How she regretted that.

            The dogs attacked as she reached the main road. As soon as her foot turned the corner one leapt at her, knocking her down. All she remembered was pain, terror and teeth.

            Her eyes were closed when the words ‘reloading checkpoint’ appeared. They flew open in surprise, to see her body intact and stood just before the main street corner. A loud scream escaped as she patted her body down, shaking fingers unable to believe she was still whole.

            What the hell is going on?

            She froze when two dogs came into view…who carried on walking along the main street. They hadn’t even noticed her. She tried turning and heading back to the house, but an invisible barrier blocked her way. She screamed again, fists banging against the barrier until she sank to the ground in a shaking heap.

            It was another ten minutes before her eyes stopped blurring with tears. She frowned, noticing an object leaning against the curb. A crossbow.

            She found bolts scattered across the area, keeping them tucked her belt. She watched the dogs. First a Doberman, then a German Shepherd moved up and down the main street, staying on the same side of the road and always turning at the same points. Meanwhile a Greyhound continuously crossed one side of the road to the other while a Chihuahua stayed in the same spot, ears perked up and eyes alert.

            I guess I should take out their sentry first.

            She died five more times before her aiming improved enough to take out all four dogs. Each time the pain and shock were less noticeable.

            Just keep moving.

            The lampposts had fallen at certain angles and times. She lost count of how many times she ‘reloaded’.

            ‘Couldn’t you have had a checkpoint halfway through them?’ She growled after finally surviving the last one. The material over her knees was ripped and stained with blood.

            She reached the town’s shopping street and stopped in confusion. Had someone just screamed?

            ‘Hello?’ She called, hope winning over caution. The sword pierced her chest before she could react. Blood filled her mouth.

            ‘Just let me out! How long do I have to do this? How many people do I have to kill?’ A male voice demanded.

            She reloaded a few metres away behind the man. Instinct made her aim.

            ‘Who are you? What’s going on here?’

            The man spun around then burst out laughing, ‘This one talks? Nice touch!’ He screamed at the sky, ‘But it won’t stop me! I’ll kill whoever I need to beat this thing and go home.’

            The man sprinted forward and her crossbow fired. He blinked in confusion at the bolt in his heart before dropping to the ground.

            Why?

            He wasn’t the only person she ran into…or killed. She never saw the same person twice, never saw their body disappear. She guarded one for hours, just to check.

            Why is this happening?

            The sky never changed, she didn’t get hungry or tired. Time was hard to measure but she knew it had been days, even weeks since this started.

            When will it end?

            She had left behind her hometown, exploring the countryside, exploring cities. She collected and mastered multiple weapons, changed her clothes to camoflague better.

She couldn’t even list all the ways she’d died anymore.

Why won’t I stay dead?

The first few times had been terrifying and painful. Now she felt nothing.

The building near her exploded, knocking her to the ground and cracking her skull on the pavement.

Reloading checkpoint.

‘Aw shit,’ she sighed, opening her eyes. ‘Here we go again.’

Daily prompts (from Instagram)

Now that I’ve discovered the wonders of instagram, I’ve found a way to stop being lazy and get back into writing. I’m following a few writing prompt pages and have written over 500 down in notebooks. I then put each number into a box like a raffle for me to pick one at random every day (well in theory, I actually started this in October and have only completed three so far) and write something based on the prompt. It’s a good exercise to get me back into the rhythm. The writing feels a bit forced at the moment but I’m still enjoying it.

So these daily prompt tag posts will be based on these exercises, with links to the original Instagram post too.

Poem idea (house invaded by nature)

Overgrown jungle in the back garden growing, creeping closer. The house is crying as the weeds and trees grow into the house, invading and merging into the walls, piercing the brick, manipulating its structure.

Misaligned tiles leaking water through the walls. Ceilings drip, drip, drip onto damp scented carpets, the scent of abandonment still lingering in an occupied home. Trying to mark inhabitation, but the vines tap, tap, tap on the window and the water drip, drip, drips on the floor. Inside and out are taken, nature fighting against your existence.

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