(Part of a draft for the Jack and Beanstalk poem I’m trying to write).
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Living above the clouds
wasn’t romantic or exhilarating.
It was lonely,
so lonely.
Felicia gazed at her
carefully constructed room,
every item placed
for equal balance
so the floor made of condensation
didn’t shift
and plunge its cargo
from the sky.
All her life she’d been
conscious of a scale,
always aware of position,
weight and its consequences.
Her diet was monitored,
any major increase
meant a hurried need
of new clothes weaved
with helium.
The amount calculated
so she moved gracefully,
almost floating,
but never in danger
of jumping away into the sun
like she often longed to.