Poem ideas

20:81

Favours lined with

conditions,

generosity veiled with

threats.

Endless circle of

abuse and love,

spinning round and

round like a hamster’s

wheel, now so fast

its body is flung

out. But, it is

stupid, and desperate,

and climbs right

back in.


20:82

(a possible start for a modernised fairy tail based poem)

Social media, on my phone,

who has the most likes of

them all?

Poetry Live to Tape

One episode of Poetry Off the Shelf focused on poetry being recorded on tape, and the effect it has on the end poem. It features the recordings of Allen Ginsberg, who used a tape recorder to help create his poems. It’s interesting to hear the noises around him that are influencing the poem he’s creating, as well as the music playing on the radio in the background.

The podcast also has the same poem ‘Wichita Vortex Sutra’ at a live performance where he is accompanied by an electric guitar as he reads. This is a perfect example of the poetry and music project I am trying to achieve, and I think it highlights how a music collaboration can help amplify the poem and its meaning.

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/podcasts/147017/poetry-live-to-tape

The interviewee, Lytle Shaw, has written a book on the subject of recording poetry. I hope to buy it soon and explore this idea further.

Poetry Out Loud

The Poetry off the Shelf podcast did a feature on the Poetry Out Loud competitions that take place in America. High School students compete by memorising a poem and performing/reciting it in front of a large crowd.

https://www.poetryoutloud.org/

This competition isn’t about writing your own poem, but the ability to memorise others and perform it in a captivating way. I feel this is a useful skill to explore for Poetry and Music. You would definitely need to memorise poems in order to perform, but there’s also the possibility this type of project will require a collaboration, so you’ll have to perform work that isn’t your own.

I am debating opening a Youtube account to experiment/practice in this area. I’d also use it to post any music/poem projects I work on.

Prompt 450

https://www.instagram.com/writing.prompts.re/

(The actual prompt seems to have disappeared off the site, so I’ll just type it out

‘You live in a universe where on their eighteenth birthday, everyone is given a superpower. It’s your birthday and you discover you’ve been given a unique power – the rare ability to turn into an animal nobody has turned into before. You are now a wereworm’

I’ve been trying to write this one for nearly six months. I have no idea why I found it so hard)

It shouldn’t have been a complete surprise really. My parents were were-dragons, meeting in dragon form on a romantic flying cruise across the night sky. It was one of my favourite bedtime stories when I was ten, picturing my future were-dragon power and meeting my soulmate in the sky.

            When I was eleven my big brother gained his superpower. It was unique and rare…and ugly. He was a were-wyrm.

            We’d all been outside in a nearby field, prepared for Ashley to transform into a dragon. Some of his friends had already turned eighteen and were standing on standby with beers and vodka mixes. It was a warm June night, the sky was clear; the setting was perfect.

            Ashley isn’t a shy person, he stripped down to his underwear and urged us to begin a thirty second countdown to midnight. Everyone’s smiles were big enough to crack faces as they counted and backed away, leaving enough room for Ashley’s new form to emerge.

            As soon as midnight struck Ashley’s eyes bulged in pain and he clutched his throat. His mouth opened to scream but only a gurgle escaped past his now engorged throat. His whole body bubbled and expanded, a rancid smell rising from the ooze coming off his body.

            I don’t know who screamed first but tears of horror were running down my face as my father dragged me and my sister further back.

            ‘It’s okay. It’s not what we expected but no one dies from the power they gain. Let’s just get back and give him more room.’

            The crowd had halved by the time his transformation was complete. In place of my brother was a giant worm-like creature two-cars tall and four-cars long. The end facing us was just a giant circulated mouth filled with razer teeth. I couldn’t see any eyes, just leather-rough skin and two holes for ears on each side.

            ‘Oh sweetheart!’ Mum gushed, moving closer to my giant, ugly brother, ‘You’re a were-wyrm; that’s so rare! I know it will take some getting used to, but this is an amazing power.’

            Ashley the were-wyrm let out a loud rumbling, then turned, sinking his teeth into the ground. Mum moved back again as he disappeared into the ground, leaving a crater behind.

            ‘He’ll be fine.’ Mum said, confident.

            Ashley didn’t return until three days later, exhausted but grinning.

            ‘It wasn’t what I was expecting, but burying amongst the earth, using vibrations to sense and see everything…It’s amazing.’

            Ashley soon set up a successful business setting up contracts with sewer and underground planning. His friends, after the initial shock, considered it the ‘coolest power anyone had, ever’ when they spent one day on Ashley’s transformed back and created an underground, private club.

            Ashley may have loved his unexpected form, but it had shattered my dream. The idea of becoming a giant, oozing worm gave me night terrors.

            Three years later it was my sister’s turn. Michelle had learnt from Ashley’s mistake and refused a party. We had a quiet meal in before Michelle headed out to the field alone.

            ‘Is she going to disappear for three days too?’ I asked, looking out the back window. My parents just smiled.

            ‘She’ll come back when she’s ready,’ Mum said, heading off to bed, ‘And she’ll tell us about it when she wants to.’

            Michelle returned at breakfast. She wasn’t excited the way Ashley has been, but she didn’t seem upset either.

            ‘I’m a were-lizard. I can choose between komodo-dragon size or bearded-dragon size.’ She accepted a plate of full English breakfast and sighed, ‘There’s nothing useful about it at all, but I can live with that.’

            Michelle was smart and had always planned to become a doctor. Her new superpower didn’t stop her pursuing that.

            Which only left me…

            Michelle’s superpower had given me hope of avoiding Ashley’s grotesque form. I thought perhaps I could be a were-dragonfly, so I would still experience flying. It was my most desperate wish.

            ‘I wouldn’t get your hopes up.’ Michelle said, trying to be gentle, ‘Don’t depend on your superpower to shape your life.’

            I tried to listen, but desperate hope is hard to disperse.

            Like Michelle I went alone, wearing old clothes I didn’t care about if they ripped. I sat on my knees and tried to calm my breathing as midnight struck. Straight away I felt a rapid shrinking sensation and my vision went dark. My limbs merged into my body and my neck disappeared. All I could do was wriggle.

            My mind was nothing but panic, my body thrashing around in confusion until my new animal instinct started to emerge. Burrow. Dig. Eat. Read the vibrations.

            It took two weeks for me to return home, where Ashley and Michelle had come to visit, anxiously waiting with our parents. I just stared at the ground as I told them.

            ‘Wow! A were-worm? I don’t think anyone has had that power, ever.’ Mum gushed.

            ‘Great.’ I said, deadpan. Everyone stayed silent.

            I never bothered transforming a second time.

            I never spoke of flying again.

Random lines for Poems

20:74

The world is still beautiful,

engaged to the unidentified

love and lies.


20:75

Familiar walls

imprison me, showing

faces I never knew.


20:76

Flames of disease

creeping up the stairs.


20:77

2D object in a

3D world.


20:78

All-consuming love

smothering creativity.


20:79

A blossomed bud

strikes out at its

carer.


20:80

Extinction inevitable,

but everyday habits deny

this reality.

Random Rambling

I know I haven’t posted any poems lately, but I am still here. I have started working on my ‘Poetry and Fairy Tales’ project in preparation for my Masters course. At the moment I’m just reading/researching for it, but soon I’ll be starting to write poems based on the research. I’ll probably start posting some thoughts on the research so far too.

I do have some random lines for poems I’ve thought of the last few weeks, so I’ll probably post them tomorrow.

On a random note, I have been listening to podcasts for quite a while, and love the Poetry Off the Shelf one. I haven’t caught up with them yet, but I highly recommend them. If anyone knows any other good poetry podcasts, let me know. I’m hoping to find some ones related to fairy tales too.

Poetry and Fairy Tales

In preparation for my master’s course I’m researching two possible poetry collection ideas, and this one I’ve already started. While doing my BA Hons course I researched fairy tales in my spare time, and wrote a few fairy tale poems with unusual twists (these I’ve already posted on the blog). I want to continue with this idea, but also explore less known fairy tales, folk tales, fables and legends from different cultures. I might even include some gaming lore from games like Final Fantasy XIV.

One of my prized possessions is a copy of The Poets’ Grimm: 20th Century Poems from Grimm Fairy Tales, so I’ll be re-reading this, as well as a few other fairy tale inspired poetry books that I have (such as Disenchantments: Anthology of Modern Fairy Tale Poetry). I plan to post my progress and thoughts as I go, to keep a record for my upcoming course.

poem ideas

20:73

Writing used to be easier,

time more eager to be found,

a pen more easy to flow across

paper. Restrictions of

interactions, limited people

to care for, a constant,

lonely ache desperate to

ignore, with creations of

worlds and words to delve into.

I found you, and finally

experienced love besides

family love. You completed

me, took away that empty

ache. Life with you

began, our life, full of

independence and struggle.

Exhausted days to build

our home, existence

together. Writing was harder,

almost forgotten. Now

I am here, in lockdown,

no exhaustion except one

self-inflicted. Time is

available, but writing is

still hard. Dreaming of

the life we are still

building, harder to create

the life of characters.

Have you killed my

motivation with love and

acceptance? Or have I

just changed too much,

and struggle to recognise

my worlds anymore.

Poem ideas

20:72

Once again you paint

a beautiful vision, one

free of struggle, with

happiness in work, plentiful

in wealth, rich in materials

and perfect in decoration.

Our worries will be gone,

everything will be easy,

and, best of all, we

will still be together.

Those hopes are dashed

be a miscalculation,

work and wealth not

so easy to change.

Life is struggle, it

doesn’t end, and silly

fantasies will only

disappoint, if you believe

too hard. We still

have each other, truly

rich for that. Holidays

and freedom would be

empty without you, so why

dream so hard for change?

Struggle on. Perhaps life

will get easier. Perhaps

it will get harder. But stay

with me and I will always

be content. I will continue

to struggle on, rather

than lay down in the

mud and drown into

despair.

poem ideas

20:71

A world forced into

isolation is finally opened

to them again. Cherry

blossoms falling like snow,

decorating the empty

landscape. Darkness no longer

grips their existence,

forcing them out of the

sun in order to live.

Witness the world as

a still-shot, nothing

moving, no creature alive

to disturb. The world

has finally returned to

them, but they

are still all alone,

with rays now burning,

instead of the sheltered

darkness in working years.

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