Corona World

20:63

Scattered presences

amongst allotted

parking spaces. Tense

faces as eyes

measure distance and

safe areas. Empty

aisles reveal human

nature as full

cupboards mutate into

cockroaches, scurrying

and alive while old

bones litter our

legacy. Hard-earned

homes become prisons,

trapping the present to

save the future.

Inside I cough and

fear approaching mortality,

hands spread out

to the blurred world.

My life and reason

watches, eyes lost,

as my vision darkens

the world and its wonder.

Panic of the unknown,

of reality, grips and

latches onto the last

moments of life.

Reaching for one last,

bone-crushing, love-

defining hug.

Am I selfish enough

to ask it?

Are you desperate enough

to accept it?

Random Rambling

Well, I’ve written a few poems over the last few days, but got distracted before I typed them up to post them. I’ll try to be more constant from now on. The topic is mostly corona-related or about isolation, but I’ll try start exploring my two poetry collection ideas in preparation for the masters course, to add variety.

Random Ramblings

So, I’ve had some good news within this scary, uncertain time the world is going through. I’ve been offered an unconditional offer for the Creative Writing Masters at Leeds Trinity! So I’m going to try focus on ideas for a poetry collection, and I have two ideas (which I’m sure I’ve mentioned before). The first is fairy tales with a twist e.g. The prince in Cinderella having a foot fetish. The second is writing poems that are composed with music, or rather music composed to compliment a poem. The idea is if you were performing your poem you’d have the music as part of it.

Like a lot of people I’m currently not at work, so I have at least three weeks to focus more on this…as well as get some decorating done. I’m having a few days of laziness then expect me to be more active on here.

Stay safe everyone!

poem ideas

20:61

Morning of despair

turned optimistic after

a moment of passion,

a bubble barrier the

outside world can’t pierce.

The afternoon melts into

satisfaction and calm,

wrapped up in smiles and

hope for the future.


20:62

Dream to regret

everyday decisions,

choices we must make,

but leading away

from the future.

Here and now we

are rooted, to chop

ourselves free means

we’ll wither and

die before we reach

the sky.

poem ideas

20:59

Hints of my

absence even as

I stand here, clear

for all to see. Eager

faces to see me gone,

disappointed frowns to

see me remain. Realise

that, once I’m gone,

you’ll finally see

my worth, as my

bones crumble into

dust and ride the

wind forever.


20:60

Spinning odour of

hair masses together

and claims material,

smothering with liquid,

sucking away dirt,

but leaving a lingering

stench of overuse.

Round and round,

over and over,

never fully cleansed

of the human world.

poem ideas

20:57

Isolate yourself from

the world, as death

pursues you on leather

wings. Live on through

frozen energy. Emerge

yourself with music

that terrified ears struggle

to hear. Stare at

words that swim on

the page, refusing to

form the world of

stories. Sink into

comfort, only to panic

and spring back up,

pacing in your cage.

Lookout at the

transparent world,

knowing its not safe,

knowing it will never

be safe again.


20:58

Electric dreams to

carry you forward,

speeding ahead as I

trail behind, trying

to pick up the pieces

of reality.

poem ideas

20:55

Balanced and shifting

accounts, searching for

savings and hidden heirlooms

to give us room to

breathe. Can we freeze

it all? Please? And stare

in wonder at the empty

shelves aligning our

legacy. Perhaps this

is a secret blessing, a

threat to sweep us

into the end, before

we destroy ourselves

with misery, and

useless dreams.


20:56

Risk the lives of others

to preserve the harmony

of yours. Seven days a

small sacrifice, a pay-cut

for a week. But my

life will fall into chaos,

terror of plunging into a

hole with no end. Stay

back as I continue to

walk among you, earning

what I need, with a

trace of death in my

step.

New app, free lanyard!

20:54

Stalker app evolved,

now able to manipulate,

dictate, control your

every move. Notification,

this is your new eating time.

Update, this is when you’ll

have a day off. Want a

holiday? Too late! It’s been

decided you’ll take one

in three weeks. To celebrate

this evolution, a free lanyard

to tie around your neck.

Wear for as long as the

app is on, and feel its

constant pressure slowly

tightening, forming a

convenient noose as

you look up, searching

for a strong enough

structure you can

hang from forever.

Chapter Thirty Six: Firo

Chapter Thirty six:

Firo

The luck we’d had outside the castle must have been used up, because as soon as we left the servant’s quarters we were spotted by a soldier. Dagan dodged his first thrust, letting it bounce harmlessly off me. He used the delayed reaction to grab his wrist, twisting the sword out of his grip. The soldier used his other hand to punch Dagan in the gut, making him back off. It didn’t matter though, because now Dagan had a weapon. There was only enough time to glimpse the elf’s manic grin before he circled the sword and swung it, cutting the soldier’s head clean off.

            ‘Was that really necessary?’ I asked, feeling sick.

            ‘What are you complaining for?’ Dagan laughed, that manic grin still on his face. ‘Now you don’t have to worry about fighting.’

            That proved to be true. Dagan was relentless now he had a weapon, using all his natural stealth and agility to his advantage; cutting down soldiers before they even realised we were there. He almost seemed disappointed when we reached the hidden passages, allowing us some respite from attacks as we moved further into the castle’s depths.

            ‘Firo has always been kept in the deepest depths; a large dungeon room reconstructed especially for her. It’s why so few knew she was here, even though it’s been two hundred years.’

            ‘But how do we get her out?’

            Dagan shrugged.

            ‘She’ll have to break down the ceiling, if she’s strong enough. She’s too big to go through any doors. Or we’ll just take control of the castle to keep her safe.’

            I gave him a disbelieving stare, not liking where his train of thought was going.

            Can I really let this guy get his magic back?

            The passage sloped down and we automatically fell into a jog. With every thud of our feet my heart pounded, physically feeling the distance from Firo closing. She was so near…

            ‘Why keep her alive this long? Why capture her in the first place?’ I asked, voice strained with tears.

            ‘It’s probably better you don’t know.’ Dagan said quietly, voice filled with guilt. ‘Let’s just focus on getting her free.’

            ‘Yeah, about that, how do you plan to fight the King exactly?’

            Dagan just grunted in answer, turning a sharp right that led to a dead end. He began examining the wall, using the sword to search for cracks.

            He doesn’t have a plan, I thought with dread. He’s just going to rush at the King and get himself killed.

            ‘Dagan,’ I started.

            ‘Ah, here it is!’ He grinned, dropping the sword and wedging his fingertips into a large vertical crack. He pulled, forcing the hidden door to groan open. Immediately Dagan picked up the sword and charged into the room beyond.

            My sigh of exasperation was swallowed away when her overwhelming presence hit me, drawing all other thoughts from my mind. I charged in just as blindly as Dagan.


The room was huge, the same width as the whole castle above it, with the ceiling high enough that two Firo’s could have been stacked on top of each other and still not reach it. But it was cold and damp, the air so oppressive that I immediately wanted to turn around and leave.

            Little one! Her voice screamed, filled with both dread and overwhelming hope. She was chained at the centre of the room, with no leeway to move on her own. Dried blood stained her scales and the floor around her. The far right corner contained her excrement pile, the smell overpowered everything else. The left corner was filled with buckets of blood.

            I took a step into the room, bringing my hand to my mouth to stop myself gagging.

            ‘So, you’ve finally come.’ A voice from behind me spoke, making me spin to look in the closest right corner. I saw Dagan do the same, his grip on his sword so tight his knuckles were white. ‘Chosen one of Firo.’

            The man looked in his thirties, with long black hair that hung loose, reaching his mid-back. His eyes were the same brown as his son’s. Even here he wore an elaborate gold crown and royal robes that trailed on the ground.

            ‘I won’t let you steal her power. Either she passes it to me, or it passes to Berthilda.’ His cold voice boomed, black mist already beginning to form around him.

            Little one, please come here, quick!

            ‘You’d try and trap Berthilda instead?’ Dagan laughed, drawing the King’s attention. ‘You really are a fool, Edward. Will your greed never stop?’

            ‘So my trade piece returns.’ The King smirked. ‘Did you enjoy your exile with Earl and the rest of my children? Perhaps I should have just drained your life away; you’ve been a constant pain in my side for two hundred years.’

            ‘What children?’ Dagan laughed. ‘Or have you been too blind to use your other magic? All your children, grandchildren and close relatives are dead, slaughtered by Earl. Now I only have to kill you and him to wipe out your line!’

             The King’s smirk fell away, but no grief or pain entered his eyes at the news of his children’s death.

            ‘Be my guest with that treacherous Earl, but you will never touch me, slave!’

            Dagan sprang forward, faster than any human could have moved. The dark magic surrounding the King began to change, from its lazy mist form into sharp, black icicles. Dagan didn’t slow down as the King launched them, dodging them all neatly.

            ‘Watch out!’ I screamed just as dark shadows shaped like spikes shot up from the ground near Dagan, almost skewering his feet. Dagan flipped into the air, readying his sword to aim at the King’s chest.

            He would have landed a killing blow easily with the momentum behind his leap, if it wasn’t for the mist. The sword stuck halfway into it, like mud, then stopped as if stuck in stone. Dagan growled, his feel swinging down and landing against the wall of mist. He cried out in pain, letting go of the sword and falling to the ground, where the dark mist began to circle him.

            ‘How disappointing; is that all you have? You really are nothing without your magic, farry.’

            Dagan didn’t reply, trying to crawl away from the mist, but already too weak to stand.

            ‘Dagan!’ I screamed out, taking a step towards them.

            ‘Ah yes, I almost forgot about you.’ The King smirked. The more blood Dagan seemed to cough up, the more energy the King gained. ‘Draining your life with my magic should give me quite a boost with her power in you.’

            ‘Do not touch my prey.’ A deep voice boomed, making us both turn to the hidden entrance Dagan and I had entered from. If I was terrified before I had no words to express the new level of fear coursing through me, seeing Ignatius standing there, his fiery eyes fixed on me.   

            Even the King seemed taken a back, but cleared his throat as he straightened, letting his dark magic pulse as a warning.

            ‘What business does a fire immortals have here? Do not interfere.’

            Even as he spoke a wolf darted towards him, making him step back. Immediately vines began to grow around the dark mist surrounding Dagan, absorbing its darkness. The vines shrivelled away, leaving Dagan exposed, his skin holding a black tinge to it. The wolf grabbed him by the shirt, pulling him away from the King and dumping him near my feet.

            ‘You’re too late to save him.’ The King laughed. ‘The dark magic has already entered him.’

            I frowned down at Dagan, shaking my head.

            No, he’s wrong.

            An image of the symbol burnt onto Dagan’s chest flashed in my mind. A moment later Dagan’s eyes opened and he heaved violently, retching up black, thick gunge that looked like tar. Even the King watched, astonished as the pile grew, forcing me to back away. His heaving and retching didn’t stop until the darkness on his skin was gone. Ulmar transformed into his human form, pulling Dagan back so he didn’t fall in an exhausted heap on top of the gunge.

            ‘That’s impossible.’ The King gaped.

            ‘Hardly.’ A new voice spoke. Earl stepped out from behind Ignatius. Amergin was following him, staring at Dagan with wide eyes, looking at his own dark veins. ‘Obviously he’s been given a resistance to magic. You underestimate Firo’s influence, even if it is just through a candidate.’

            Both Dagan’s and Amergin’s eyes looked at me, Dagan’s with confusion and Amergin with fury.

            Oh…so I guess that’s what the symbol does. I thought, trying to look like I wasn’t as surprised as them.

            ‘Earl, what are you doing getting involved with immortals? Are you mad? Whatever deal you’ve made, they will never honour it.’

            ‘Is this you begging for your life?’ Earl taunted, a delightful grin on his face. ‘Don’t worry Father, they won’t be the ones to kill you; they’re just going to help restrict your magic for me.’

            ‘Hurry up!’ Ulmar growled at me, pulling Dagan to his feet. ‘Go to her, before it’s too late!’

            ‘I-’ I began, but a sudden burst of fire halted my words. An infernal circle trapped the King, his dark magic beating at its sides, but disappearing without any effect.

            ‘No mortal magic can complete against an immortal.’ Ignatius scoffed. ‘Not even yours.’

            The fire circle grew tighter around the King until his magic was only a thin coat protecting him from the flames. Earl was moving closer, and I saw Dagan staggering forward, picking up his abandoned sword.

            ‘Earl, stop this!’ The King gasped, the smoke choking his words.

            ‘You don’t deserve the power you have!’ Earl spat, watching as the last of the King’s magic was swallowed by the fire. ‘I think it’s time you let another inherit it.’

            With a slight flick of Ignatius’ wrist the flames were gone, and both Earl and Dagan charged forward, driving their swords through the King.

            King Edward only managed one half-gasp before all breath left him; his two hundred year reign finally ending.

            As soon as his body slumped to the floor dark magic burst out of him, hitting Earl and Dagan, knocking them flat on their backs. I stopped breathing.

            No, no! Not both of them!

            Earl was the first to rise, laughing with pure, manic joy as he stared at his hands. Wisps of dark magic were already leaving them.

            ‘Finally!’ He crowed, looking straight up and grinning. ‘I’ve finally surpassed him.’

            ‘Congratulations.’ Ignatius said, sounding bored. ‘King Earl.’

            ‘Why?’ Another voice spoke, the pain and anguish plain for all to hear. ‘Why didn’t it work?’

            Dagan was sat up, staring at his hands with angry tears running down his face.

            ‘My magic, why hasn’t it come back?’ I killed him too, some should have come to me…’

            ‘Because I willed it so.’ I said, my voice ringing out so all looked at me. ‘You were never going to get it back Dagan, not after I burnt my symbol into you. If you’d killed the King alone, that foul magic would no longer exist in the world.’

            Dagan stared at me, his disbelief turning into fury. He wasn’t the only one. Amergin was stalking towards me, finger raised and pointing.

            ‘You could have healed me all along!’

            I didn’t bother explaining I hadn’t known that. I hadn’t known the full extent of Dagan’s symbol until just now. It wasn’t that it protected him from magic; it just refused any magic to enter him, to be a part of him. Illusion magic would no longer affect him because it influenced the senses. Dark magic attacked by entering a person and draining their life force. Although, I think even my mark wouldn’t have saved Dagan from another dose of it.

            You changed his destiny to save him. Firo spoke, sounding weak and desperate. And you can do that for others, if you’ll accept your fate. Come to me, little one.

            I was vaguely aware Ulmar had moved, blocking Amergin and Dagan from me. I turned away, walking at last towards Firo, the person I’d known better than myself for seven years.

            I am here, I said, placing a comforting hand on her neck. I came to save you.

            Ash was beginning to fall around us, not in our usual field of ash, but in the physical world. Every speck that touched me burnt my skin, even with my scales.

            But you understand now that can’t be. She said softly, ash touching and burning her too.

            Yes, I understand.

            I am sorry, little one. I wish I could have passed on my power under better conditions, but it was not meant to be.

            The ash was beginning to ignite, the flames licking at our flesh. I winced at the pain, trying to ignore the smell of burning skin.

            Like me, you will be trapped. But I know you’ll find a way to break free one day. Just be strong, little one. If anyone can change this world, it is you.

             What do you mean trapped? I screamed through the agonising pain, not sure we even had bodies anymore.

            I’m sorry. Was all she said.

            It was the last thing she ever said to me.


I don’t know how long passed; it felt like millennia. I slowly became aware of my body, heavy and awkward. All around me was the soothing feel of ash.

            I reached an arm out, breaking through the ash pile. Then my lungs remembered the need for air, forcing me to scramble to the surface and breathe!

            I took in huge gulps of air, my eyes taking a while to focus. Slowly the blurred surroundings began to clear, showing me Firo’s underground prison in Tempit.

            …I’m still here? I thought, dazed.

            ‘Finally.’ Earl’s voice broke through my tranquil state, making my gaze shoot in his direction. ‘I was beginning to think you were both dead.’

            I frowned, looking around. Everyone was still there. Dagan was slumped to the floor, head bowed in defeat. Amergin was beside Earl, sneering at me, and Ignatius hadn’t moved from the hidden entrance.

            Ulmar was to the left of the ash pile I sat on, not daring to touch it.

            ‘Did it work?’ Earl asked, turning to Ignatius.

            ‘Let’s find out.’

            I ignored them, distracted by my skin as I stood up, fully naked.

            I was human again. My skin its once natural olive colour. No scales, or wings, or horns.

            And yet I didn’t feel human. I felt ancient and powerful, but contained, like it was locked away somewhere I couldn’t quite reach.

            An excruciating pain ran across my left jawline, making me gasp and fall to the floor. I raised my hand to it, feeling a long scar line soaked in fresh blood.

            What the?

            ‘Looks like it works.’ Came Ignatius’ smug voice.

            I focused properly on them then, seeing for the first time the blood vial in Ignatius’ hand. It was open, with Ignatius stabbing a pin into the blood.

            My blood, from when I was constantly drained in Lar.

            Firo warned me, I realised, feeling cold. She told me never to let them have my blood.

            ‘We may not know your real name.’ Ignatius smirked, ‘But this is just as good.’

            No…

            Like me, you will be trapped. She’d said.

            No!

            ‘Well done, Ulmar. This would never have gone so smoothly without you.’

            I turned a startled gaze to the earth immortal, who just shrugged, staring at me.

            ‘No problem, Master.’

            What?

            ‘You really thought you could escape Lar so easily? That you entered Tempit and the castle with luck?’ Earl laughed. ‘We always planned for you to meet Firo and take her power. Father spent centuries trying to control her, but even with her blood she was too strong. But you, a mere human replacement.’ He grinned, eyeing the vial in Ignatius’ hand. ‘Our suspicion was correct.’

            Even Dagan looked shocked at this, his pale skin deadly white as he looked at Ulmar, hurt. Ulmar didn’t even glance at him.

            ‘And so, as promised.’ Earl continued to Ignatius. ‘I hand this slave to you, as payment for your help.’

            ‘And I accept it gladly, King Earl.’ Ignatius smirked, standing closer to me. ‘He will be a very useful slave for our future plans.’

            I’d like to say Firo’s last words were true, that I would be able to break my eternal enslavement and change the very fate of Ombasa.

            I’d like to say that, but that mystery lies in another story.

            This one ends here.

                                                                  The End

Chapter Thirty Five: Retribution

Chapter Thirty Five:

Retribution

Dagan’s frown deepened, glancing around as we slipped into the secret tunnel leading to the castle.

            ‘This is too easy.’ He muttered. ‘This place should be guarded.’

            ‘Maybe it’s a trap for Earl.’ I said, wincing as my wings scrapped against the passage walls. We were below ground level, but in a passage separate from the sewers.

            It’s going to be interesting if there’s no ladder to climb out of here. I thought.

            ‘What do you mean?’ Dagan asked, never slowing his pace.

            ‘Even if the King can’t use his long-seeing magic, because of Ignatius being in league with Earl, he’ll have realised who’s attacking his city.’ I pointed out. ‘And he’ll know Earl plans to kill him, so don’t you think he’d let Earl take a convenient secret tunnel that leads to him, then kill him using his dark magic so his army will stop?’

            Dagan stopped dead at this, making me bump into his back.

            ‘That actually makes sense.’ He said, sounding amazed. I felt rather insulted he was so shocked. He whirled round to face me, a manic grin in place. ‘That means the King is waiting for us!’

            ‘Well, yeah, or he’ll be with Firo, where Earl can find him easily.’

            ‘I can kill him!’ Dagan grinned, then frowned. ‘Damn, I don’t have a weapon.’

            Or a chance, I thought drily.

            His sharp gaze turned back to me, determined.

            ‘You’ll have to distract him. I’ll find a sword and kill him while he’s focused on you.’


‘What?’ I laughed, ignoring his eyes narrowing. ‘Are you crazy? I don’t know how powerful the King’s dark magic is, but Amergin knocked me out for a week using whatever poison you caused with your dark magic.’

            ‘It’s fine.’ Dagan insisted, starting to walk again. ‘Just keep a safe distance away…and avoid his long range attacks.’

            ‘I’m not fighting him.’

            ‘You want to save Firo don’t you? And your sister?’ Dagan spat, whirling around to face me. ‘Are you that naïve to think you can do that without fighting? Either he dies today or we do; it’s that simple!’

            He turned again and began running, forcing me to follow. The passage began to slope so we were moving uphill, and I struggled to keep up. Finally Dagan stopped at a dead end, a circular hatch door in the wall. He turned back to look at me.

            ‘This leads to the servant’s quarters. It’s how I smuggled out Firo’s blood to Earl’s spies.’

            ‘Wait, that was you? Does that mean you’ve seen Firo?’

            ‘Of course I have…I was a slave here for two hundred years. I was here when she was first captured. I…I weakened her enough for it to happen, with my magic.’

            ‘Are you saying Firo has been held prisoner here for two hundred years? And you helped them? You helped bleed her and smuggle it to Earl so he could turn me into this? Whose side are you on?’

            ‘I’m on my own side.’ Dagan growled out, his hands on the hatch door, ready to turn it. ‘I never intended to involve Firo, but I will do anything to kill the King and get my magic back.’

            ‘You will never get your magic back.’ I snarled. ‘I can promise you that!’

            Dagan drew back, surprised, his anger fading as mine grew. He sighed, looking calmer.

            ‘You’re missing the point. This passage leads to the servant’s quarters. Not many servants know about it, and those that do know the city is too heavily guarded for them to escape. But if what you said is true then they should be able to flee, if they’re careful.’

            ‘Wait, the servant’s quarters?’

            Annie!

            I shoved past, turning the hatch door and pushing it open.

            ‘Well that changed your tune.’ I heard Dagan mutter before I wriggled through the opening.


I wasn’t surprised not many slaves knew about the passage. It was hidden in a cupboard of spare slave outfits, behind a shelf filled with cleaning supplies specifically for the slave’s own quarters. Who was going to look too closely at voluntary cleaning supplies when they had so much mandatory cleaning to do?

            Despite being the middle of the day all the slaves seemed to be there, glancing at the locked door nervously. All their gazes turned to us as we stepped out of the cupboard, shrinking back at the sight of me.

            ‘Dagan?’ One asked, as wide-eyed as the rest.

            ‘Hello Luther. We’re here to help.’

            Luther didn’t look too convinced, but a delightful squeal drew away his attention.

            ‘Dimi!’

            The next thing I knew a thinner, slightly taller Annie was in my arms, squeezing me with every ounce of strength she had, tears of joy and relief in her eyes.

            ‘You came! You really came.’

            ‘Of course I did.’ I choked out, feeling tears of my own threatening to fall. ‘I’ll always come and find you.’

            Dagan pushed the cleaning shelf out of the way, revealing the passage to everyone.

            ‘The city is under attack; they’ve locked you in here to be sacrificed. If you take this passage you can get outside the castle. Head somewhere far from here; out of the King’s reach.’

            ‘Aneller.’ I said, looking at them over Annie’s head. ‘It isn’t ruled by the King. You’ll be safe there.’

            The slaves murmured amongst themselves, doubts and fear on their face.

            ‘Go now!’ Dagan commanded, ‘It’s the only chance you have. Would you rather stay and die a slave?’

            This spurred them into action, pushing towards the passage so Dagan and I had to move sideways out of the way. Annie still clung to me, which made me wince, knowing what I had to do next.

            ‘Annie, you need to go with them.’

            She gazed up at me then, shocked, before setting her jaw and firmly shaking her head.

            I sighed, ‘You’re not safe here.’

            ‘Only if you come.’ She said.

            ‘You know I can’t. She’s here, I have to rescue her.’

            ‘Then I’ll stay with you! Don’t make me leave you; I can’t bear to lose anyone else.’

            I drew her into another hug, gritting my teeth.

            ‘I promise I’ll follow you. It’s too dangerous for you but I’m strong with this body. I’ll save Firo and follow you. I promise.’

            ‘Really?’ she whispered, her voice so faint I was afraid she might break.

            ‘Yes, but I can’t help Firo and worry about you. So, please go.’

            She slowly untangled herself from me, staring into my eyes to search for any doubt or deceit. Finally she nodded, tears spilling down her face.

            ‘Alright, I’ll go.’

            I let out a relieved breath, pulling her in for one final hug.

            ‘I love you, little sister.’

            ‘I love you, big brother. I’ll be waiting for you, until the day we meet again.’

            With that she pulled away and headed to the passage. She paused, glancing back to give me a brilliant, watery smile before disappearing from view.

            That was the last time I ever saw my little sister.

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