Tag Archives: muse

Anxious thoughts play out scenarios that will never come to pass, but still a headache forms at the thought of them, leaving you irritated and unable to relax, unable to smile, unable to breathe.

Record my progress with a time limit, to show your skills of repetition, rehearsal and hope this will convert into actual skill.

Seaweed shark slinks across the sand, hunting out the ripples to test out courage and cunning, dancing away in victory with a dried prize that salts teeth and lifts confidence. Fall asleep to the lullaby of mighty water settling into your memories.

Realisation of your status at the loud name badge stating importance and ending ignorance, settling life into understanding, relief more powerful than the slight embarrassment that it took this long of me to notice. Thank you for your patience.

Drag from oblivion into pain and exhaustion, emotion hollowed out but eyes set to water from the hurt still lingering at being a dismissive presence, and beginning to forget why you were trying so hard in the first place.

Hopes turn barren as months stay empty, words are silent, comfort absent, too bored of the same result and no longer expecting a reaction. You’re on your own now in grief, go quietly into the night and don’t bother our new hope, our real happiness.

Your lazy indifference flares into anger that the impossible task did not complete what you were too happy to dismiss, until it became your problem. Perhaps next time more attention would help, instead of waiting for others to act on your behalf.

Fickle nature to decide my actions, motivation or pity depending on the verdict, but even that won’t help predict my mood that accompanies whatever waits beyond the moment.

Live on as my legacy and make my actions legendary, remember the honour of a hero but forge your own fate. I will be watching.

Elder in mischief, direct my energy to sprint into growth so I can follow you forever and be this happy and free always.