23:154

(Beanstalk tale is back today)

Crazy Mary wasn’t as old

as everyone thought.

Cruelty had aged her,

neglect wrinkling her skin,

nalmourishment thinning her hair

and avoidance effecting her mind.

People amused themselves

by daring each other

to approach her,

talk to her,

hurt her.

She always asked for the same thing,

an animal,

a useful one,

in exchange for some

very special beans.

Beans, she told them,

that could lead

to another world.

23:153

(Sorry this is so late again. No excuse, I’m just obsessed with playing the new Final Fantasy XVI. This poem is inspired by it).

Driven for years and years

by thoughts so false

you can’t see yourself,

can’t even remember

why you’re here,

why you belonged,

why you fought

and clung to life.

Face your shadow,

your nightmare

your truth

and decide

to live on for redemption

or die from guilt.

23:152

(Different poem theme today, inspired from a podcast I was listening to)

Walking into an impossible dream

without even knowing,

being yourself

and impressing the stars

enough to change your fate

and achieve something

they’ll remember forever

in a world that made you,

that formed your being

and causes tears of thankfulness

that you exist

in this universe.

23:151

(Very short, a bit of an interval during the beanstalk events)

Jack had never been popular.

He wasn’t disliked,

but he wasn’t thought of fondly.

The past few months

had turned his underwhelming notice

into disapproving whispers

at the seedy company he now sought,

the recreational pastimes he pursued.

When he began asking about

crazy Mary people turned away in disgust.

His mother must be so ashamed.

23:150

(Bit of a break from the beanstalk tale. Got inspired by some graffiti on a wall).

This is a protest.

And it worked,

because you’ve

read this.

Our voices have been heard,

our outrage felt

and that knowledge will

linger in your mind.

What protest, you ask?

…There wasn’t enough room

on the wall to write that part.

But it doesn’t matter,

just know there is one.

No one is happy.

23: 149

His quest became difficult here,

searching for magic beans,

finding the right kind of magic beans

(although he enjoyed the new experiences,

the high of such indulgence).

What little money he had disappeared

for his ‘research’, confusing his goal

for a time.

Withdrawal made him recall Felicia,

his mission, his future glory.

He began asking his new contacts

about different, faulty products,

never daring to mention giants

and beanstalks.

They mentioned an old woman,

half-starved, half-mad,

who offered magic beans

for farm animals.

No one was fool enough to trade.

Jack laughed with them

but left soon after,

eager to meet his destiny.

23:148

(Not much today, not much free time)

He waited and listened,

anticipation granting him patience

while hearing boastful recounts

of the beanstalk trade.

The nuggets of gold once envied

were cast aside, banned as currency

due to superstition.

Stories of how the beanstalk

first formed were whispered,

praying no such occurance

would ever happen again.

‘I saw it! Beans fell from the sky

and the next morning it was there,

fully grown. Magic beans.’

23:147

(Moving to Jack’s point of view now)

Jack should have felt despondent,

crushed, overwhelmed,

but he didn’t.

He felt alive, excited

full of purpose and energy

for the first time in his dull, short life.

He had been ploughing in a barren field

when they hacked the beanstalk down,

but he wouldn’t let it stop him.

More giants remained up there,

with his dearest Felicia

and riches of gold.

The greedy had profited from the trades,

barring those with nothing

and sneering at their misfortune.

He’d often been hired to help

load the goods onto the pulley,

using the opportunity to

sneak his letters up above.

No one paid attention to him,

but they would.

He would win love and riches

and everyone would admire his courage,

his charisma,

the very essence of Jack.

23:146

Felicia didn’t know him well,

the giant that fell through the clouds,

but she’d witnessed his indulgence

and laziness at maintaining balance.

He carried too many trinkets

and failed to monitor his weight.

She didn’t see him slip from the sky

but she heard the impact

and witnessed the hushed anticipation,

the bated breath

of those left above.

The basket trade stopped,

only one final letter came up.

Dear Felicia,

Giants? The sky people are giants? But how? And why are you up there with them? Did they kidnap you? Is that why you never see your father?

I understand now. I promise I’ll save you.

Love Jack.

She didn’t have the heart to reply.

And then the ground dwellers

cut the beanstalk down.

23:145

(A bit more. Also a bit later today, went for a run this morning and forgot to schedule a post. This is very early, rough draft).

Felicia avoided personal details

about herself but encouraged Jack

to reveal everything.

He was a loyal son but resented

how trapped he was, tied to his mother

due to poverty.

He dreamed of adventure,

of travelling,

of being important and brave

so people recognised and respected him.

He planned trips they could take,

describing lands merchants had told him about

and dreaming of a future together.

Felicia let him dream,

enraptured with his hope,

his unending resilience,

knowing it could never be.

But then, a month ago, it all changed.

The ground dwellers learnt of the giants.

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