Stuck against a wall
of starvation and struggling hope,
witness the hand
hoping to save you,
who cannot contend with
the sticky hold
and smears the body apart
that it wished to free.
Was it better this way?
Fiction and poetry writing, recapturing the muse.
Stuck against a wall
of starvation and struggling hope,
witness the hand
hoping to save you,
who cannot contend with
the sticky hold
and smears the body apart
that it wished to free.
Was it better this way?
Jack’s dreams were haunted
with Felicia, crushed to goo,
torn apart,
eaten whole.
He woke with a cry,
the image of her being
wrapped in plant stalks,
crushing her,
still imprinted on his eyes.
The beanstalk loomed beside him,
still growing,
creeping into the sky
to block out the sun.
All sleep deserted him
as he pulled the giant’s cloth
from his bag,
ripping and wrapping
it around his limbs,
already feeling a floating sensation.
He hooked his axe
across his bag straps
and used both hands to grip
the beanstalk,
letting its still growing length
lift him into the sky.
Plunge back in
and experience the shock
of imposter syndrome.
Who are you
if you can’t be that person
from before.
What worth
is left in you?
Jack travelled deeper into the forest,
his new weapon tested on any inhabitants
wishing to challenge him.
Memories of Crazy Mary’s story
haunted him and he scanned
for clues of its existence,
perhaps a giant’s bones lay
forgotten in this place.
Perhaps it was all a lie.
He travelled two days
then set to form a clearing,
any further would have been pointless,
he needed to be within
a manageable distance
of the old beanstalk,
where Felicia had sent her letters.
As the sun set he
dug a hole with his hands,
dropping the precious beans in
and covering them again
with all the gentleness
of a father tucking his child in bed.
Then he waited,
dozing fitfully,
for the magic to happen.
Jack gave up on caution
and ran,
speeding through the trading post
with his prize clutched to his chest.
No one chased him,
too concerned with their own wares
to help rewrite the injustice.
Still, he didn’t stop until he was
a mile deep into the forest,
resting upright against a large tree
and examining his new weapon.
It was an axe, sharp and well-kept,
the handle long enough to
grasp in both hands.
Finally, he was ready.
She’d noticed the young man watching,
his interest greater than
he wanted her to believe.
He held a desperate glint in his eyes,
a purpose to fulfill
that blinded him to other suffering.
It reminded her of her husband.
Her weary heart broke a little
as she purposely turned away
from her wares,
rummaging in bags behind
for longer than was needed
and pretending to not hear
the telltale chink of a
weapon being snatched away.
Perhaps it would serve him better
than it had her beloved.
Her husband had been
a wealthy collector,
a kind man but
far from sensible.
Still, she loved him
and enjoyed watching
his face light up
with excitement when he found
another piece.
But soon his family wealth
had dwindled away
and the fancy weapons
caused resentment.
As she struggled to feed their son
her husband still clung to his collection,
boasting to others about its unique qualities.
He left one morning
with his most prized pieces
for an exhibition.
The weapons were never found
but her husband turned up
face-down in the river.
She ignored grief and packed up
the remaining items,
hoping to sell them for food,
to keep her house,
to struggle on with life.
Jack’s village was too poor
too uncultured
to have a blacksmith
or armoury.
He would not be returning there.
Instead he headed for
the forest in Crazy Mary’s story,
knowing there was a trading post
at its border
that attracted buyers
and sellers alike.
Wares were spread out
on cloth,
hasty displays enticing
the desperate
and reckless.
Food, weapons, pottery,
even a few livestock
and men promoting
their services.
Jack browsed, made a few enquiries
to blend in
but picked his target carefully
before moving away to watch
and wait.
Jack stored the cloth
in the bottom of his rucksack,
feeling it lift the straps
from his shoulders,
cutting into his armpits
in a bid for freedom.
He was useless with a needle
so decided he would
cut it into strips
and tie them around
his waist, legs and arms
when the time came.
He left the dead giant,
his next move
forming in his mind
and making him sigh with guilt.
He needed to steal.
No one had touched the giant’s body,
too scared to approach,
too weary of angering the enemy further.
It was left to rot
and feed the wildlife,
attracting carnivorous dangers
away from people’s livestock.
Jack travelled to where it had fallen
a few miles from their village,
but waited until dawn to approach,
not wanting to tempt any alphas
with a fresh challenge.
The body did not float
but the loose areas of his
-Jack could see it had been male-
clothes drifted lazily off the ground.
He grinned, choosing part of
the giant’s green shirt
and beginning to cut
a huge chunk away.