Scribbled Thoughts

Redefine your fate

away from idle

self-loathing

into an action

you can stand by.

Begin to

respect yourself

a little.

Eyes on hats,

sleeves

and buttons

for the sin

of always watching

but never reacting.

Will they ever disappear?

Do you want them to?

Redemption

has freed you

into loneliness

so past wounds

are longed for

during the time

you had pain

and purpose.

Rise early

to gain more time

and cut out rest,

has it left you

more fulfilled?

Or just tired?

Touch the darkness

and explore a world

thst usually hides

and is forgotten.

Can you be

surrounded

and still

feel light’s touch?

Even when sight

has left your world?

Familiar anxieties

crept into dreams

and rattle your security.

Will they ever leave?

Or do you have to

ignore them

harder?

Work through

the physical limitations

and be satisfied

at what you achieved

and the peace

you’ve finally earned.

Absence

of a next step

but still

you’re moving forward,

ready to be happy

and trying

to be better.

New mornings of routine

continue

even when no results

emerge,

keep trying,

just in case

life becomes kinder.

Click together a dream

and float

through the payment,

because it’s worth it

to reach

a little moment

of perfect.