Stalker App poem idea

This is mainly because work keep asking me to sign in to the company app, and I call it the stalker app to myself. This is just a rough idea, nowhere near where I want it to be or sound.

19:17

Welcome to the

Stalker App,

for all your

(perverse?) needs.

A beginner?

No problem,

we have easy

targets, with

full details

on targets

and routines.

Want a challenge?

How about just

a name and

you can learn

more by initiating

the stalking

yourself.

Feel the thrill

of victory as

your victim

falls into a

bundle of

hysteric nerves.

poem starts/ideas

19:4

Descending into the

pit of despair,

sharp-edged rocks

encasing the walls,

digging into flesh

and tasting

life.


19:5

Self-inflicted

isolation

haunted her

steps, year

after year.


19:6

Misery produced

illumination,

revealing the

truth of nature.


19:7

Happiness and joy

plagued by

guilt of the

sacrifice needed

for such

emotions.


19:8

Frozen with

rejection


19:9

Reaching out across

time,

hoping there’s still

a connection.

Is there enough?

Or will it be

severed and

forgotten?


19:10

…the connection

to the person

I once was.

When dreams

were possible

and I was

blissfully naïve.


19:11

Twitching skin

itching and restricting,

longing to claw

off and escape

into the

sky.


19:12

How does it

feel to be

human?

I’m beginning to

forget.


19:13

Choking to reach

the freedom of

movement,

to walk amongst

the crisp air

and breathe

peace into

your lungs.

A sigh and

contented smile

from nature,

to be part of

everything and

not trapped

behind

closed doors.

Random starts of poems

19:1

Half-gloved fingers

clutch at the pen,

attempting to breathe

warmth onto the

frostbitten page.


(another one, or maybe part of the same one)

19:2

Stone-cold heart

of the house

refusing to

ignite.


(and one for the start of the Primal King Moogle from Final Fantasy XIV)

19:3

Holding the rope that

lead them to

safety,

unable to

follow,

unable to

let go.

Poem idea/start

Been a hectic day (broken boiler, leaking roof, all the fun of being a homeowner) so haven’t got much today. Just the start of a poem I scribbled at work:

Eternal rest

upon a lonely cliff,

overlooking all who

live on without

you.

If there are any Final Fantasy XIV players here, it’s based all a certain character in the Heavensward story (I won’t say more to avoid spoilers). I’m hoping to do one for King Moogle Mog Primal soon, because I always thought his backstory was so sad and tragic. Might not be a lot tomorrow either because need to travel to the in-laws and borrow their shower after the night shift. I imagine they’ll be a poem about cold, cold fingers and dying, cracked houses soon.

Return

Pressing loneliness of

isolation,

all the more heavy

with its second capture.

Happiness is here,

but despair still lingers,

ready to snatch you

and choke away

your peace.

Pounding trap

returns, banging

shut a coffin

only you can feel.

Tears flow with

no reason, drowning

all positivity you

know exists

beyond the cloud.

Can you smile

at tomorrow?

Or will the absence

of today rob all

return?

Walrus dream poem (rough draft)

Left outside, shunned

and forgotten, is a

sphere-shaped walrus,

a globe spinning with

no control.

Rain trickles down its

smooth surface,

cold stinging skin,

liquid watering eyes,

as stumpy arms

fail to thwart it.

Lights from inside

reflect on its skin,

a warmth so close

but unfelt.

A man stands out

of reach, watching

the walrus being

pushed back and

forth between Gaia

and Terra. Its

eyes plead to him

for rescue.

The man watches,

unblinking, and

simply shakes

his head.

Old short story

I wrote this short story over ten years ago and found it recently. It’s so random but for some reason I still want to expand it or reform it somehow.

Dragon’s Eye

            The field was beyond the fierce glow of the high sun, but I knew it was there. I could picture it in my mind but only with blurred detail. Every day I went there,

 yet every night I forgot the clear smells or sounds I would find.

            And so I travel again.

            Someone like me should not be spending time this way, but I do. And each time I go the detail always astounds me.

            It is nearing autumn season but the landscape still looks as beautiful as spring. The added colours often seen as dull only cause the green to be more appreciated in the field. Many go there, many like me; hopeless dreamers.

            This field is a haven for beautiful life, be it flowers, animals or even hopeful young maidens dreaming of romance. We are all drawn here.

            But the field is not the only reason, only a certain area of it.

            At first I would think it a dull area to explore for no green grew here. The soil was hard, as though fighting the very elements to defy being admirable. This hard soil is strong in scent, smelling damp even when never wet.

            The area will always be enchanting as such, for what lies within its centre affects the very earth beneath it. Those around it.

            The statue is anything but ordinary, crafted from stone which refuses to erode by times command. No one knows how long it’s been here, only that it will never fade. Its form is that of a dragon, one looking fierce and long in a stance similar to a cat when under threat. Its face was one which would always shock you at first sight. Gazing into your very soul.

            It was much more than what it appeared. Within its left eye a glimmer could be seen, one that you could miss if you were to blink. But once seen it could not be missed, there was something alive there, something much more than a fierce statue.

            I peer closer at the eye so my nose is touching its own. I can see the glimmer again. And I learn its true form.

            There’s a very small sun, it couldn’t be anything else. And as strange as this discovery sounds I do not question it, I have no doubt.

            I touch the eye and it glimmers again, burning my finger. Yet I don’t pull away, I loosen it into my hand and look closely while it burns me. It’s the colour of a black pearl, yet heat pours from it which makes me think red, orange or yellow would describe it better. Fire; dragon’s breath captured in its eye.

            Again I don’t question this strange idea but drop the eye onto the hard soil, shattering it to tiny fragments. The ground here as hard concrete, not as easily enthralled by the eye’s beauty as others.

            I pick up a simple fragment and gaze at its inner colour, beyond the black gleam of the armour outing. Yellow; like fire. Like the sun.

            It does not burn my hand again, it remains cold, defeated. Destroyed by a curious human who wished to gaze at its beauty more clearly.

            And I know the detail I see now I will forget during the night hours. But I also know that by the next day the eye will be restored, back in position with its easily missed glimmer.

            For this statue is untouched by time and its fine detail will remain. No matter what. 

Walrus poem idea

A few months ago I saw this round animal video on youtube and loved it. Then sometime afterwards I had a dream that I was a round walrus, outside in my back garden in the rain with two English bulldogs called Terra and Gaia (they weren’t round). My husband was inside saying ‘No you can’t come in, you’re a walrus!’ while the two dogs pushed me around like a giant beachball.

I have no idea why but I really want to write about this dream in a poem, I just can’t figure out how yet.

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